I am

by Noah Sacksteder, 6/16/2017. School assignment.

I am calculated and impossible

I wonder if my life is meaningful

I hear unintelligible mumbling

I see billions of unfriendly eyes

I want unending happiness

I am calculated and impossible.

I pretend i am super loved by everyone

I feel like i can say things out loud

I touch the hearts of everyone

I worry that people will forget that i'm human

I cry to myself because how can i form the words

i am calculated and impossible

i understand there is love if i look around

I say no one in life is understood

I dream happiness is universal

I try to make music in my mind

I hope my life is important right now

i am calculated and impossible.

joy is all good. I might need invincibility powers.